Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas

Christmas is a time of giving and hope. We receive gifts from friends and family and we're definitely happy at this time of the year but lets take a moment to think about those who are less fortunate. Think about those who aren't as happy as us and those who aren't part of a warm welcoming family to take part in the festive celebrations. Think of them and give them hope; hope that in future years, they will be happy and will be able to celebrate the festive season joyfully.

"Christmas waves a magic wand over this world and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful..."

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Letting Go

There I was, thinking you might be different; different from those who don't think or just simply don't care about how their actions might hurt someone else, but it turns out that you were just another one of them.

I'm trying to erase you from my memory, trying to erase the pain, the love, the friendship, the handprint you left behind that will never truly disappear. I'm trying to forget the things you've said, the things that hurt, all the lies, the betrayal, because once I have done that, I can finally let go.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Forgiveness

Christmas is a time to forgive and forgiveness is they key to healing friendships so this holidays should be a time to forgive. Each day we spend time apart, will take away one bad memory that has separated us.

Hopefully someday, we'll realise it wasn't such a big deal and one day, we will look back and laugh at it. We'll laugh at how our friendship was so easily broken. Let go of the past and let yourself be led down a path of healing and peace.

"Forgiveness is the healing of wounds caused by another. You choose to let go of a past wrong and no longer be hurt by it. It really doesn't matter if the person who hurt you deserves to be forgiven. Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself. You have things to do and you want to move on."

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Broken Frienship

So you've finally realised you're wrong, that you haven't been treating me nicely. You finally realised how much a friendship is worth. I'm somewhat glad, I guess but I certainly wouldn't have minded if our friendship remained that way.

I knew you were jealous, so why not just admit it? I knew you were trying too hard, everyone saw it. You wouldn't admit it, but now that you have thought about it, do you see what you have done?

You ruined our friendship for a first. You tried to take my friends. You tried to be better than me. You tried to stop me from becoming better than you. You tried to make sure you were more "well known" than me. Is that all you wanted? You would break a friendship just so you could be more "well known"?

You hurt people with your words, yet you don't realise until it's too late. What I'm saying is, our friendship will never be the same. Although in time, things will get better and the distance between us will decrease, but I cannot truly give back to you the friendship you've ruined; it's irreversible.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Love

Love. What does it mean to you? Perhaps a happiness, a joy, a feeling or simply just a word. The following collection of quotes are for everyone who has experienced love.

"The easiest thing in the world is falling in love. The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you. The hardest thing in the world is learning to let go."

"I don't miss him. I miss who I thought he was."

"It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving him when your heart still does."

"Don't say you love me unless you mean it cause I might do something crazy like believe it. "

"When I see you smile, I know it's not for me. That's when I'll miss you the most."

"Love shifts and changes. I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time."

"I just close my eyes cause I might see you. I just close my mouth cause I might speak of you. I just close my ears cause I might hear of you but I can't close my heart because I love you."

"A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling and the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you."

"If each time I missed you, a star fell down from the sky, and you look up and found it dark with no stars, it's all your fault. You made me miss you too much."

"When I miss you, I don't have to go far. I just have to look in my heart cause that's where I'll find you."

"My broken heart will heal after a while. My goal is to see you and not cry, but smile."

"I don't hate you for not loving me anymore but I hate myself for still loving you."

"Tears are words that the heart can't say."

"A tear falls forever in a broken heart."

"Heartbreak brings us immense pain and suffering but in reality, it brings us one step closer to the one we're destined to be with."

"One way love is hard to do but my heart doesn't know how to stop loving you."

"Love is an invitation to let someone break your heart."

"Everyone makes mistakes and so do I but the biggest mistake I ever made was falling in love with you."

Friday, December 3, 2010

Emptiness

There's so much going on right now and I have no idea why everything is happening.

Now I feel empty, like a part of me has disappeared; disappeared with various different people. I don't know what to feel anymore. My best friends are here, I know they are and we'll go through it together. <3 I love you guys. :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Jealousy

Jealousy. Funny how it can damage friendships, break hearts and keep best friends apart. Funny how it can stop friends from talking, banish love and hurt people deeply. A simple word can cause so much pain and unnecessary heart break.

It's funny how some people only have one really friend who they stick to all the time but when they fight with that person, they desperately go around trying to make friends who are friends of the person they're fighting with. It's as if they're trying to take your friends away. By rushing to them and giving a hug before the other person as said hi, dragging them away when the other person's talking to them, offering everything just so it seems like they have friends.

It's funny how hard they try to make you feel jealous when they're the one being jealous of you. It's funny how they try to take your friends away by playing nice and it's also funny how they fail so much because you have already established the close friendship will many people. It's funny how they choose to only have one friend they can really talk to and when they're arguing, they have no one else to turn to, only to be jumping from one person to another attempting to make the other person seem like they have no friends.

It's hilarious how one person thinks that they can do so much damage to another's life when the other person doesn't even bother thinking about the problem between them. It's funny how hard they try but doesn't hurt the other person as it was planned.