Abortion - One More Mouth That Will Never Speak

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Month one, Mommy

I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.

Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart is mf favourite lullaby.

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Month two, mommy

Today I learned to suck my thumb.

If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here.

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Month three, You know what mommy

I'm a boy!

I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy, I don't like it when yuo cry.

You sound so sad, it makes me sad too and I cry with you even though

You can't hear me.

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Month four, Mommy

My hair is starting to grow.

It is very short but I will have a lot of it.

I spend a lot of time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.

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Month five, you went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said I'm not a baby. I am a baby, your baby!

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?

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Month six, I can hear that doctor again.

I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home - The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop! I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP ME!!

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Month seven, mommy

I am okay.

I am in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me.

He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me Mommy?

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Abortion is just.....

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One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you are against abortion or this peom nearly made you cry, spread the news around. Copy and paste is into a blog or profile and send this to all your friends.

New Zealand!!

Seems like I haven't posted in a while. This blog kind of died but I think I might just revive it.

Going to New Zealand soon. Looking forward to that a lot. Can't wait to take so many pictures of the amazing scenery there. Wanted to bring my awesome camera but my dad's being paranoid that it will get stolen so I'll have to use my mini camera. ==" Oh well, still hope I get some great shots.

While I'm gone, I wish everyone a happy holiday! I'll see you guys back at school! :D

Late Speech Day Post

Speech Day was on 25th February but I haven't had the time to post anything.

I guess you could say it was better than previous ones since I got to play in the Symphony Orchestra for the school songs and the Finale from Shostakovitch Symphony No. 5, although the downside was the fact that we had to arrive at Town Hall at 6.30am to unpack the truck which held all the instruments, stands and percussion. So after an extremely early start to the day, speech day begun officially at 10am.

After the ceremony, the IMP members had to reload the truck, which took around 20 minutes. I had to help which meant I had to make my friends wait. We had planned to have lunch first, then go to caps and karaoke but we ended up following each other and got lost so we walked back to Town Hall and ended up going to Mizuya, where we ate Japanese food and sang karaoke simultaneously. We met up with A and AA infront of Mizuya and they joined us for karaoke. Later on, E and L came into our room followed by T and JE.

The massive group split up after karaoke and W, JA, M, H, T, JE and I went to caps. Although we went as a groups, only me, M and H took the photos because since year 7, we have been wanting to take one with just the three of us and that day was a perfect opportunity to do so. After caps, our groups split up and each of up went the different routes home.

Although the day wasn't expected to be good, it turned out differently and we ended up having tones of fun. It didn't start out so well, in the backstage of the town hall, with C sucking up to everyone and buying their friendship with food but the end to that day was great and I must say it was a day worth remembering, especially with my besties M and H to makes everything perfect.

Happiness?

You put a hand-print on my heart that I could never remove. You engraved my heart so deeply that it would never fade. You shattered my heart into millions of shards so that it could never heal. Are you happy now? Are you satisfied?

You don't seem to mind but you can't feel my pain. A silent pain that nobody knows, a silent ache that nobody can feel...

Desperation

I know you're desperate but making up a rumour to hurt me really doesn't give you more friends. Seriously, just stop creating false rumours and perhaps learn to act more maturely. This really doesn't get you anywhere and you're just wasting energy. Just give up; you'll never win.

Seriously Trying Too Hard

You know, I accept the fact that you have a problem with me but seriously, is it necessary to strip me of my closest friends too? I can accept that you don't want to be my friend, that you don't like me, that you want to be better than me but my best friends mean the world to me. By taking that away, you're taking away a part of me.

You're not talking to me, you're not acknowledging me, you're basically pretending I don't exist. That's fine with me; I really couldn't care less but you must know, that you seem so desperate to get close to my best friends in hopes that they will like you better than they like me. I can tell you now that it will not happen. They know who you are and what your personality is. Don't try to hard. It just makes you look desperate and you won't succeed, I can guarantee you that.

Don't be so fake. It's so artificial, it's almost plastic. You say you care about me, yet you treat me like this. Your face is plastered with a smile that can get you past most people but it can't penetrate me. I know it's fake and I will not fall for it. You say you don't want your me to be in pain but you're the one causing my pain. You say you don't want to see me sad but you're the one making me sad. You say you don't want me to feel bad but your word choice implies that it's all my fault.

You say one thing and mean another. I guess it's kind of ironic how you pretend to be everyone's friend. No wonder you do so well in drama. You pretend to like the teachers but you hate many of them. I wonder how many friends you give that type of treatment to. I wonder how many of them actually know the real you.

You tell me that I don't know you but is that a lie too? You've told me that I know you well, and now you contradict yourself. Which one is the lie? You're just saying that to make me feel distant and make yourself seem hard to decipher. Well, I know I'm a complicated person and you haven't deciphered me yet. You don't understand my actions yet but in the future, I hope you will understand.

I will not make a sacrifice just to be your friend. If you want to be friends, we both have to make sacrifices and since you told me you're not even going to try, so I'm going to assume we're restricted from friendship for life. If you choose to remain like that, I have no regrets. I rather have great relationships with my many other friends than to make sacrifices for you. It's your loss, not mine and I'm happy for our current status to remain that way forever. I really couldn't cared less.

Roses

So much happened today...mysterious roses from people pretending to be others. People using other people to get to their Valentine. School is so complicated. Love is so complicated. Everything is so complicated.